Hi Just cleared SCJP , go 77%.
Not happy though , i had expected more from myself.
Lets just say i was more hasty in giving the exam, trying to prove myself to others.
Well, now no crying over spilled milk, so get happy and go ahead.

Also trying to prove myself to others is different than trying to prove to yourself.
Sometimes in life you do something , which you needn't have done. Or maybe taken a longer
time to do it. But when pressure comes every sense goes away and you are left at the mercy of
time and situation. This is when you have to take control of yourself and think a lot about
the situations.

I have lost or i am very far away from one of my most valuable things.
Hope i get it back.

First Salary Raise ,
Now i think i will be able to afford little bit more ( or save little bit more )
Just 1 word YAHOO!!!!!!!!

Hey all , announcement,

I am giving the SCJP exam for SUN Certification

Wish me Luck

How much will i live , well here is the question , according to estimates studies and averages i will
live till 70 years,

check this out,

http://deathforecast.com/result.php?record=172427

IBCY

It doesnt stand for anything, i just made it up, but
it says Indian Born, Confused Youth. The youth of today is an
ammalgamation of eastern and western culture. we are taking up
the freedom of westren culture while, keeping in with the traditions
of our own culture.

But dont you think this is making us more confused. Lets
start with with our own culture. Our culture is more introverted.
it dosnt teach us to be free or do what we want to do , but instead
it teaches us to be compitive , do what our parents want us to be,
in general do what everybody except us want us to be.

In Western culture, its slightly opposite, it teaches us to
be free, free of thought , free of bonding , fell free to do whatever
we want to be, no one should preach us what to do, no one to take
care of us, just I and Myself.

The problem: the youth trying to have both the cultures in
their conscience. trying to be free while having cultural values of
our ancestors. So this makes their brains to be half baked both ways.
They should have a clear idea of what they want to be and what they
what they want to do. The cultural gap between the two opposite
mentalities is huge, embracing both is very difficult, except if he
takes some things and improves it to fit that thing into other.

Ok let me explain. Everybody likes to be free , but freedom
brings a kind of confidence which is good but when you have more
confidence you tend to be arrogant. This is somewhat disturbing.
Take some confidence of western culture, but mix it with the politeness
of our culture. This will be a good mixture, making you more confidence
but less arrogant. Freedom of thought brings more of creativity, so
it is very important , but freedom to do anything is giving you gun and
saying dont use it ( which you eventually would do , cause we always do
what we are told not to do).

Wll, this is just my view , which i want to develop in the future and
expand all the possibilities. Anybody reading this , please comment on
it, it will be really helpful. Thanks

            HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Reservation

RESERVATION

What is this reservation we are talking about, railway reservation !!!
Absolutely NO!! Something very near to us. Lets start from the problem.
We are a very studious country, our parents work day and night to earn money so
they can give us the finest of our education. The dream of getting us in the best
of schools and colleges. Then they hope that we go in good work place to earn and
live better.

So what happens!! COMPETITION happens to us. Lots of competition. There are
few colleges and even fewer colleges out there. Most of us cannot affors private
colleges due to money cruch. This competition comes in form of less number of seats.
My friend gave me his example, he applied to Degree Mechanical Engeneering at MS
University after Diploma. There are only 7 seats for this place. Out of this 3 are
reserved for Lesser Castes, 1 for Girls so we are left 3 seats. He applied for these
3 seats after completing his diploma, some people who had finished this diploma 3 years
before are also applying for these seats, in short about a 100 people battle out
for this 3 seats, which is really unfair.

One solution we have is of increasing the seats to about 20 so we can have a
better chance, but by goverment policies of reserved seats about 24% seats are reserved
for lower castes, so again we are back to square one , many people battling for few
seats.

Now the goverment wants to add more 25% to the quota, making the reserved seats
to about 50% of the total seats. SO the senario for my friend willbe 100 people battling
for just 1 seat. That is soooo unfair. Other thing is we are working like pigs,
and dogs for the whole year, trying to get merit trying to get good point and marks in
our marksheets, and what do those so called backward people do , they just have to have 50-60
percent and they stand with us, get merit like us, go to same institutions like us and
come out like they have worked hard.

Who will get affected with this reservations. The doctors on whom this is being
loaded, NO it will affect all the people, all the future parents who want their children
to be doctors. their children will have to battle with thousands or lacs of others for
some seats. Other poeple who will be affected are on whom more reservations are going to be
loaded.