Hi Just cleared SCJP , go 77%.
Not happy though , i had expected more from myself.
Lets just say i was more hasty in giving the exam, trying to prove myself to others.
Well, now no crying over spilled milk, so get happy and go ahead.

Also trying to prove myself to others is different than trying to prove to yourself.
Sometimes in life you do something , which you needn't have done. Or maybe taken a longer
time to do it. But when pressure comes every sense goes away and you are left at the mercy of
time and situation. This is when you have to take control of yourself and think a lot about
the situations.

I have lost or i am very far away from one of my most valuable things.
Hope i get it back.

First Salary Raise ,
Now i think i will be able to afford little bit more ( or save little bit more )
Just 1 word YAHOO!!!!!!!!

Hey all , announcement,

I am giving the SCJP exam for SUN Certification

Wish me Luck

How much will i live , well here is the question , according to estimates studies and averages i will
live till 70 years,

check this out,

http://deathforecast.com/result.php?record=172427

IBCY

It doesnt stand for anything, i just made it up, but
it says Indian Born, Confused Youth. The youth of today is an
ammalgamation of eastern and western culture. we are taking up
the freedom of westren culture while, keeping in with the traditions
of our own culture.

But dont you think this is making us more confused. Lets
start with with our own culture. Our culture is more introverted.
it dosnt teach us to be free or do what we want to do , but instead
it teaches us to be compitive , do what our parents want us to be,
in general do what everybody except us want us to be.

In Western culture, its slightly opposite, it teaches us to
be free, free of thought , free of bonding , fell free to do whatever
we want to be, no one should preach us what to do, no one to take
care of us, just I and Myself.

The problem: the youth trying to have both the cultures in
their conscience. trying to be free while having cultural values of
our ancestors. So this makes their brains to be half baked both ways.
They should have a clear idea of what they want to be and what they
what they want to do. The cultural gap between the two opposite
mentalities is huge, embracing both is very difficult, except if he
takes some things and improves it to fit that thing into other.

Ok let me explain. Everybody likes to be free , but freedom
brings a kind of confidence which is good but when you have more
confidence you tend to be arrogant. This is somewhat disturbing.
Take some confidence of western culture, but mix it with the politeness
of our culture. This will be a good mixture, making you more confidence
but less arrogant. Freedom of thought brings more of creativity, so
it is very important , but freedom to do anything is giving you gun and
saying dont use it ( which you eventually would do , cause we always do
what we are told not to do).

Wll, this is just my view , which i want to develop in the future and
expand all the possibilities. Anybody reading this , please comment on
it, it will be really helpful. Thanks

            HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Reservation

RESERVATION

What is this reservation we are talking about, railway reservation !!!
Absolutely NO!! Something very near to us. Lets start from the problem.
We are a very studious country, our parents work day and night to earn money so
they can give us the finest of our education. The dream of getting us in the best
of schools and colleges. Then they hope that we go in good work place to earn and
live better.

So what happens!! COMPETITION happens to us. Lots of competition. There are
few colleges and even fewer colleges out there. Most of us cannot affors private
colleges due to money cruch. This competition comes in form of less number of seats.
My friend gave me his example, he applied to Degree Mechanical Engeneering at MS
University after Diploma. There are only 7 seats for this place. Out of this 3 are
reserved for Lesser Castes, 1 for Girls so we are left 3 seats. He applied for these
3 seats after completing his diploma, some people who had finished this diploma 3 years
before are also applying for these seats, in short about a 100 people battle out
for this 3 seats, which is really unfair.

One solution we have is of increasing the seats to about 20 so we can have a
better chance, but by goverment policies of reserved seats about 24% seats are reserved
for lower castes, so again we are back to square one , many people battling for few
seats.

Now the goverment wants to add more 25% to the quota, making the reserved seats
to about 50% of the total seats. SO the senario for my friend willbe 100 people battling
for just 1 seat. That is soooo unfair. Other thing is we are working like pigs,
and dogs for the whole year, trying to get merit trying to get good point and marks in
our marksheets, and what do those so called backward people do , they just have to have 50-60
percent and they stand with us, get merit like us, go to same institutions like us and
come out like they have worked hard.

Who will get affected with this reservations. The doctors on whom this is being
loaded, NO it will affect all the people, all the future parents who want their children
to be doctors. their children will have to battle with thousands or lacs of others for
some seats. Other poeple who will be affected are on whom more reservations are going to be
loaded.

FAV LINKS

Here are some more fav links:
www.en.wikipedia.org
www.google.com
www.google.com/calendar
www.digg.com

etc...

this are some more links i surf everyday,
some new services of google.com are
Notebook
Calendar

Living Away From HOME

I have not stayed away from my cozy home for more than a month, and have never been cut off by communicationfor more than a day with any known or similar speakingperson. But what happens when i will be livinng away from my family or known ones, for more than 1 week or month or even years.

The difficult part of living away is absence of anyone very close to us, or even little familiar to us.I will present a hypothetical scenaria where i think of living away from them.
I have gone to australia. My dream was always of going there, to study in that place , to see new oppurtunities.But i was not prepared of what i was going to experiece there.First day was like taking birth again, coming to a new world. Everything is new, eveyrone is new. Being taken from a familiar looking country to a very different and unknown country is to say 'confusing'.

When i got setteled, i thougt of talking with someone,but whom to talk with, and in which language. It was so normalto talk in our own language, that when i have to talk in others language, it felt very depressing, and even more depressing when i had to speak it the whole of 3 years. I had to find someone who can speak my own langauage. and finally i got someone, cause Indians are everywhere, especially GUjaraties.

Next big thing was, i had to take care of myself. Hadto do everything myself. When i was back home i had to do nothing , mom or dad helped, especially mom, from getting up till sleeping at night , everything was provided by mom. Buthere everything is to be done by me, getting up , washing clothes, cleaning utensils, making food to eating it, taking care of illness(especially my health). Time management becomesa requisite then, which when at home i never thought of.

Hence life becomes tough. Take care of urself, study hard,be happy, dont miss home, etc etc.. Hence it is tough going out tofollow your dreams. Really Really difficult....

I dont think SOOOOOO....

SOLUTIONS

SOLUTIONS

 In my life, when i was confused, i used to htink a lot on the prob facing me. But
i used only to think on the prob, never used to think on the solution, this is wht i
have learned.

 When in confusion or facing/going throug a diff situation, we think a lot on the prob.
Actually we are taught to look at the prob first, mull over it then solve it. this results
in waste of time and energy and thought and peace of mind, over a prob.

 Now a way around this is use some time to understand the prob, and in parallel start
searching for its sol. this does not waste time. wht i do is find the root of prob and
solve it if i can. also i see the severity of the prob (whether we need to tackke it, and
whether the damage it can cause me is seveare or not).

 Finding sol is very challenging and fun task, and we should enjoy doing it. A
serious prob should be taken seriously, but somethimes taking it seriously causes more
hurdles and making it more complicated. so solve the prob but do enjoy when u can.

Some Good sites that you can visit.
www.blogspot.com
www.technorati.com
www.flickr.com
www.wikipedia.org
www.43things.com

these are my fav, check it out.....

KNOW YOUR FEELIGNS Part 1.

I was confused in a part of my life. Depressed, angry,
confused, tyring to figure out wht i had to do in my life ahead.
I lost about 7 years, trying to figure out what it was. Life was
the pits at that time. I used to sulk, dont go out much, feel
depressed a lot, become shy or get angry easily.

Then after these really rough 7 years, i figured out some
thing about myself. I figured out what must be wrong with me. I
saw that i didnt enjoy my life as i should. But enjoying life has
different meanings to different persons. Most of the people i have
asked say, ' live life as i want to live'. So i had to find out
how i wanted to live my life to the fullest.

I thought and got 2 ways through which i can live my life.
First was be be balanced. Second know your feelings.

Love Quote

If i know what love is,

it is because of you.

Give and take

LOVE IS A GIVE AND TAKE RELATIONSHIP

 Love is beautiful, wonderful, happy, etc.. relation. but
for the people in love its a give and take relationship. many
woudl disagree with this notion, i think it is.
 
 I will explain from the perspective of the boy, cause i dont
want to seem as biased. suppose a boy loves a girl, he would like
to give her anything she wants, without her asking him, because he
feels like giving it to her. and he gives, he dosnt care if she
gives him anything in return. he dosnt mind if she dosnt give,
cause he dosnt expect.

 Then one day, he asks for something. she disagrees, and the
boy thinks, why is she not giving the thing asked to him. has he
not kept her happy, has he not given her what she wanted, has she
ever asked for anything, he has always given it to her without
her asking for it. then if i ask for something in return, why
cant she give it to him. at first he feels hurt, but his love
keeps him from saying anything. he says to himself 'its ok u dont
ask for anything in love, u always give'. This is expectations, they
always creep in ur relations. They are silent enemies. They do their
work slowly, making u frustrated, angry, towards your partner.

 So try expect as much little you can from your partner, and
try to give, rather than take, esle you cannot totally feel the
magic of love.

--

Lesson

Adult life , at first it sucks, then it becomes natural, u just get used to it.
U think about doing many things you could not do when you were children.
You have manty things to learn in this stage. I have one thought for this.

LIFE keeps a exam first and then teaches you the lesson

Conquer Yourself

If one man conquers in battle a thousand men,

a thousant times, and if another conquers

himself, he (the latter) is the greater conqeuror

 

-- Buddha

 

Women

Moods of a woman, an angel of truth and a dream of fiction, she's a bundle of contradictions,
shes afraid f a wasp, wit scream @ a mouse, bt wil tackle a stranger alone in the house,
sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, shell kiss u one minute, then turn up her nose,
shell win u in rage, enchant u in silk, shell be stronger than brandy, milder than milk,
at times shell be vengeful merry n sad, shell hate u like poison and love u like mad.

Dont be sad

Most people would rather be certain they're miserable than risk being happy

 

 

Pain in Love

Love is a medicine for any kind of pain,

but there is no medicine found in the world for the pain given by love

Thought Of the Day

Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain,
but its not possible to get a rainbow, without a little rain

First salary

I just got my first salary , professional , 2039. Thank you myself

Test Blog Posting

Bad is never good until worse happens.